Our Valentines Date

So Erik planned our Vday date this yr, we always do it a wk after to avoid all the chaos and we started it by hitting the gym.... can you tell a guy planned this or what?!  LOL  No really it was fun, we always talk about goin to the gym but usually can't due to kids or work schedules.  This is us before we got there.

This is us after he told me we were gettin a couple's message and going to see New Moon so he evened it out!  We enjoyed our time together but headed home early due to money and missin our babies.  So after the movie we ate at The Training Table and hit the grocery store, nice way to end a date huh?  Well I love this guy anyway and wouldn't change a thing!

Sometimes

Lately I have been having a lot of issues being away from my family for so long, I've always wanted to either work from home or only part time but of course you know how that goes the economy won't let us just be moms anymore.

I have been feeling like a bad mom with no control over things due to me working in Park City so just add 2hrs onto whatever my shift is for drive time, at irst I told myself I could do it cuz the money was good but emotionally I can't do it and I want to have another baby soon and I refuse to be away from it for 10-11hrs a day.  Well yesterday I was lucky enough to have my daughter tell me I'm the best mom ever, you know we love to hear that but I guess it was something I needed to hear because she brought tears to my eyes!  Then last night my mother in law decided I needed a girls night so she invited me over for a hottubbin girls night.  I headed over about 9:10 and we hot tubbed for about an hr then went inside to finish our conversation, I was there till 12:30am!  All we did was talk and exchange stories but it was so nice!  I have always been the one to listen, this started when I was a kid I just love to help people but sometimes I need to talk too but I don't like to bother people too much with my issues.  Well I came home with less stress then I headed over there with, I came home appreciating everything I have.  Sometimes you just need someone to listen and not judge.  Sometimes you just need that nod or agreement, not someone to fix things.  Sometimes you just need to feel special and appreciated.  Sometimes you just need to have someone who understands and tells you hey you aren't doing anything wrong, in fact you're doin a great job.  Last night I was lucky enough to enjoy a night like that thanks to this woman Mom Jan, you rock ツ  between Sereniti and your love I know I can make it and realize for my situation I am a great mom and person!

They care....

So I had a dentist appointment this morning and I have this huge phobia of them because like so many people I had a bad experience with them as a child.  Well I had them gas me and numb me more than needed ( I told them I didn't want to feel anything for a month), so I came home and explained to Sereniti what had been done at the dentist since she didn't believe I went.  Well during chill time she tried tomkeep Phoenix quiet so "mommy could sleep".  She was such an angel to let me rest, her brother even fell asleep HAHA and after 2 movies she took herself downstairs and played her games till I was ready to get up.  Also tonight I apparently have a girls night with my mother in law to ease some of my stresses, at least she told me I needed some time to relax so I'm excited.

4 things for the curious

Random pic night for Phoenix and Mommy

Four shows I like to watch

1. House

2. Keeping Up with the Kardashians

3. Biggest Loser

4. Kendra


Four things I'm passionate about

1. My Hubby

2. My Kids

3. Details

4. Music

Four words or phrases I say a lot

1. Seriously Dude? 

2.You cannot run around naked!

3. I love you!

4. How should we do your hair today?

Four things I have learned from the past

1. Things happen for a reason

2. Always be there and never judge

3. Always tell people how you feel, you never know what might happen

4. There are such things as soulmates, you can't see it but you can feel it..

Four places I would love to go

1. Florida

2. Jamaica

3. Hawaii

4. Australia

Four things I did yesterday

1. Cleaned house

2.Watched the Superbowl

3. Hung out with friends

4. Made chili mmm

Four things I'm looking forward to

1.Getting pregnant

2. Summer

3. Camping

4. The new boys that will soon join our world.....

Four things I love about winter

1. Fireplaces

2. Baking

3. Christmas

4. Christmas lights

Four things on my wish list

1. New shoes

2. A new phone

3. New table

4. Warmer weather, I'm done with freezin!